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June 2010

The grief has been pretty strong lately for me.  I'm not sure if it is because July, for Chris and I, has been an exciting month in the past.  We found out, with all 5 of our children, that we were expecting them in July.  July 4th (2005) for Bradley, July 2nd (2008) for the triplets, and July 14th (2009) for Cameron are the days we got the positive pregnancy test.  Am I crazy to remember those things? No, I don't think so- just a mother that treasures every bit of her children and motherhood. 
Everyday, I love being a stay at home mom more and more.  We love the idea that I can help shape and mold our children into strong Christians and to be good people that help lead others to Christ. However, being home I am a little cut off from the outside world, and it gives me a little more time to think about things which can be good and bad.  I really thought that the hole in my heart, that Brayden and Lexi left, would have started to get a little smaller by this July.  Why?  I'm not sure, because they are our children too and their place in this family can never be filled. I don't want to mislead anyone I do believe that God has his reason and it was his will for Lexi and Brayden to return to Heaven so quickly and we're so truly thankful for our 3 blessings on earth. God has carried us thus far and will continue to do so.  Some people might wonder why we aren't a little more past the grief than we are on some days.  I still get so upset if I get the feeling that someone is trying to avoid the subject of Lexi and Brayden.  From that July 2nd in 2008, the day we got the positive on the pregnancy test, we started to imagine that child's life and what it would entail.  We had no idea that we were being blessed with triplets at that point, but we had an idea there was more than one.  We were thinking twins.  On July 3rd, I got up and took yet another pregnancy test just to reassure myself that the HCG (pregnancy hormone) was still in my system.  That pink line was even darker. . . then yes, on July 4th we wanted to share with family that we were expecting so I took yet another test just to reassure myself that this pregnancy wasn't going to end in miscarriage as the one before it did.  And, that day the pink line was even darker than the control line! Yeah, that doesn't normally happen that early as I wasn't even four weeks yet. So, we knew that actually I shouldn't even have a positive pregnancy test but we still wanted to share with all of our family that we were pregnant!  So, I dressed Bradley in a sweet little shirt that said "Big Brother."  The shirt was a little small as we'd had it awhile since we'd been trying so long. And, we just let him wear it around family and that is how they found out! It was cute. Then, that Monday I went to the doctor and when they called with my HCG level they were as surprised as I was because it was very high.  On July 14th, we got the surprise of a lifetime. It was too early for the hearts to be beating, but that ultrasound showed 3 babies that looked good! This may be a little too much information for some of you, and I'm sorry but I want this in writing so that I  will always remember that special time in our family. Chris had run upstairs to see the ultrasound as he was in orientation for his new job, and we both expected to see 2 because I had high levels on both HCG test. Then, the ultrasonographer moved her little wand around and counted "1 good, 2, good, and what is this??? 3  and it looks good too!"  We were amazed by this awesome blessing. Chris had to quickly leave to get back to orientation, but I stuck around and spoke to the staff.  Bradley was with me, and he was one of their miracles too, so they always enjoyed seeing him.  And, I was shaking so I wanted to calm down before I left the office.  My life changed forever that day as from that day on we started to imagine our lives with 4 children and we knew that they would arrive before Bradley's next birthday meaning that we'd have 4 children under 3! Just a couple of weeks later we had another ultrasound that confirmed all 3 children had heartbeats and looked perfect.  In September we found out that it was 2 sweet boys and a little girl.  Brayden was always so laid back in utero and during ultrasounds.  He would give just a small wave to say hello and that he was well.  That sweet boy reminded us so much of Bradley, everything from his movements to his looks.  Lexi was all over the place, always moving almost like she was dancing.  She looked a lot like Bradley too.  Now, Austin you never knew what he would be doing.  Sometimes he was dancing and other times he was very calm.  That description fits that crazy, little boy perfectly now too as you never know what he has planned from moment to moment.  So, from the start we imagined our lives with them.  We started to learn their personalities and compared their looks to us and Bradley.  We planned their lives as all parents do once they learn of their new little blessing.  I imagined being home with 4 children and how I was going to do my best to raise them in a strong Christian home.  I felt a huge responsibility since God had blessed us with 4 children and thought he must be expecting a lot from me to raise them to know and love God- what faith He had in me! We imagined everything in our lives, everything from simple walks and swimming in our neighborhood pool to to birthday parties, vacations, graduations, and weddings! In July of 2008 we bought a minivan as that was the only way in our minds to cart all 4 children around.  So, now when Austin passes a milestone or we're just living everyday life something - 2 things actually- just seem as though they're missing.  Life is amazingly good right now.  Last year, on the 1 year anniversary of finding out we were expecting "the trips" we found out God had amazingly blessed us with another child! We are certain that Lexi and Brayden had a hand in picking out their beautiful little sister when it came time for God to send Cameron to us.  I love that she looks like Bradley, Brayden, and Lexi!  Of course, it would be nice to have another one that looks like Austin! :-) (you'll have to stick around for awhile to see if that ever happens only God knows what is in our family's future!)  As you can see I go back and forth from thought to thought, some things are not so good but more things are good than bad these days. 
While on vacation we saw an amazing sunset (pictured about and the picture doesn't do it justice).  The sunset makes us think of Brayden and Lexi.  When the sky has that tint of pink we know that they're telling us hello and that they are doing great.  We also bought a stepping stone for our flower garden that we hope to one day finish in the backyard. The stepping stone says, "If tears could build a stairway and memories were a lane, I would walk right up to Heaven and bring you back again." So thankful God is taking care of them better than we ever could, but some days we are selfish and just want them here with us. 
I recently met a woman, by chance, in the grocery store.  By chance, not so much, by God's will I should say.  As it turns out she just welcomed a new grandson who was born at 31 weeks. 31 weeks compared to Austin being born at 24 weeks is a big difference, but still scary for this family I'm sure.  We told her how well Austin was doing and walked away.  As we walked away I thought about those days in the NICU and all the things that go along with day-to-day life there came rushing back. Pumping, NEC, feedings, oxygen, brady's, desats, more alarms, blow by, vents, CPAP, and I could go on and on. Once, Austin was established in the NICU off the vent and more stable it still seemed each day brought something challenging that would often leave us fearful of losing him.  Chris and I kept most of it to ourselves as it would have seemed to those who have never walked the NICU path that we would have been "crying wolf" as it was constant. Obviously most things were just false alarms with Austin and he sailed through the NICU if you put into perspective what could have been.  I realize that I've stored the memories of this trying time in the back of my mind. The memories can easily be brought to surface, but they're kept in the darkest corners of my mind mostly.  I also recently ran into one of Austin's primary nurses, and she asked if I still remember that time.  I told her that it was very odd what makes me recall things.  One thing is the soap that we used each day before entering the NICU. Chris uses it before leaving work and if I smell this soap on him when he gets home I immediately ask him to wash it off.  It makes my stomach turn.  I also don't like to talk to Chris or any of my friends while they're working in the hospital where I may hear the alarms over the phone to name just a few things that bring those memories to the surface all too quickly. 
What is the point of this post? I'm not sure that is why it has the title above.  There is so much I want to say and think of as I write every word, but when I finish a thought the other things are just a big mess that I have trouble translating into words.  It does make me feel better to get all of these thoughts off of my chest.  God has given me this avenue in life to work through my feelings when they get to too LOUD in my mind. 
The woman I met in the store makes me wonder if that God wants me to somehow mentor other families of preemies and those that have lost children.  That would be one reason for us going through what we did.  We hope to be very active in March of Dimes for the rest of our lives and are open to whatever opportunities arise to help others.  Another reason, I think, is to keep us grounded.  We constantly strive for a more simple life.  We also will NEVER take our children for granted and why we are rarely away from them.  Is that the right thing to do? I have no idea, but it feels right and all in God's will. 
The kids are taking their naps right now. Hooray, most days all 3 of them are asleep for about an hour! I feel like I won the Mommy Olympics by that accomplishment alone.  I try to stay busy during naps, which isn't hard in this home with all the chores that are constantly waiting to be done.  Today, though, I just wanted to get everything off of my chest.  So, thank you for reading and allowing me to feel better by having this "out"!  I'll post all the new whereabouts of the Wickers soon.  Cameron goes for her 4 month well visit Thursday, so I'll be sure to post after that.  I can't believe how quickly the kids are growing!

Spring 2010

Lexington UMC Preschool Egg Hunt

Our ABC's!

Cameron in the hospital on phototherapy for jaundice.

She seemed to really love "laying out"!

1st picture of the new Wicker Family

Easter 2010

Our Sweet Babies

Cameron's 1st Bath

In the car waiting to pick strawberries

Our awesome double stroller

Sleeping soundly while Mama does laundry

Cameron's Baptism

Mother's Day 2010

Wicker Family

Mother's Day 2010

Sweet Girl in her precious headband made by a dear friend. 

More info to come on how to get one of Tricia's adorable creations.

Austin's cheese face

He does this when you tell him to do his cheese face; I should have named it ham face since he's such a ham!

Cameron's BIRTH Day

I got my computer back and our dear, sweet friend was able to retrieve my pictures! Yay! Thank you so much Michael! So, I'm going to start posting pictures to pay back my "lurkers".  Thank you all for your sweet comments and emails; I loved hearing from all of you.  Please keep in touch, and I'd love to hear from you more often.

Cameron Grace made her appearance at 8:17am on March 18th. 

She was 7lbs 2 oz, 19 inches long.  She was close to big brother, Bradley's birth size who was 7lbs 5oz and 18.75 inches long. However, she was much bigger than her big brother, Austin who was only 1lb 7oz and 12.5 inches long. 

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Thank you Jenny and Beth (NICU nurses that took care of Austin  . . .and us!) for attending the delivery! It was very comforting to have 2 friends there to take care of our baby girl.  Two NICU nurses attend every full-term c-section at Richland.  Jenny brought Cameron over to me to see her for the first time.  Sorry, if y'all had to wade out of there with all the amniotic fluid I had! The nurses in the delivery said that when the doctor "broke my water" amniotic fluid came rushing out of me and over the side onto the floor.  That doesn't normally happen, and was due to me having polyhydramnios so bad.

Mama and Daddy with their youngest little girl!

Big Brothers Bradley and Austin seeing their sister for the first time.  They weren't allowed to go into special care nursery and had to wait a couple of days to touch and hold her.

Bradley's 1st time holding his youngest sister. It was precious!

It's down for the count

I didn't want anyone to think I wasn't going to follow through with my promise of pictures in my last post(read HERE).  I was planning to post pictures while away on vacation last week.  We arrived and on the first night there I turned on my laptop and duh, duh, duh . . . it CRASHED! It appears that my hard drive died.  I've been devastated as there are a lot of pictures on there that haven't been backed up. So, after a huge meltdown on my part Chris called our awesome, computer guy (and close friend) and he thinks he can salvage my pictures.  So, we are back home now and I just have to take the computer to him.  I'm not sure when I can get it to him as it seems as though the babies may be getting sick (AKA very fusyy and not sleeping so well).  So, just bare with me and hopefully it will be up and running very soon.  Pray my pictures are all there too; my laptop held pictures as far back as the triplets arrival and I'm not sure what and if I have any on our flash drive.  Hope everyone has a great week; stay cool!

Delurk Yourself!

I saw this on the blog of a fellow blogger and thought it was great.  There is even a delurking week at the beginning of year just for this, but I missed it!  What does this mean? A "lurker" is someone who reads the blog, but rarely or never comments to let me know you're out there lurking about.  A common occurrence in my life is that I see or talk to people through different outlets and they mention reading my blog.  There are fancy tools that I can find and download to track who is reading, but it would be so much more fun for YOU to tell me!  So, I'd love to hear from YOU.  Some people do comment and send me messages- perfect strangers sometimes and that is pretty cool and fun for me.  I love to hear from each of you and meet new people that have been praying for us.  Yes, I created this blog to help chronicle our life and it has done just that- and I also wanted to help keep our loved ones and others following our story informed.  So, I'll make it worth your while for every person who leaves a comment or sends me an email I'll post a new picture of the kids. How do you comment? Scroll down to the bottom of this post and click on comments. Type a message in the box and choose how you want to sign it. *If you sign as anonymous please put your name in the message box*  Then click post comment and you're done or you can also send me an email as my address is at the top right of the blog. Hurry, I'm excited, and I'm holding all of my many new pictures ransom and some of these you will NOT want to miss! There have been lots of things going on in the Wicker household, so new postings will follow soon. Have a blessed rest of the week and holiday weekend!

3 Ring Circus

Where to begin? The Wicker home, “3 ring circus”, has been quite the busy household since my last post more than 7 weeks ago(it's going to be a long post!). It’s included, but not limited to, the following: a BIRTH day, hypoglycemia, nursing, jaundice, reflux, ER visit, 2nd hospital stay, protein allergy, stomach bug, physical therapy sessions, feeding therapy, walking, vacation, strawberry picking, errands, visits with friends, lots of meals from friends, dieting, and I could go on and on. Can you figure out who did what?


Our ABC’s, AKA the kids, are doing well. They have new nicknames in addition to being called “our ABC’s”: Cameron is “Tall”, Austin is “Grande”, and Bradley is “Venti”. We used to refer to the boys as the “little one” and “big one”, but that has become confusing with the addition of Cameron. When we’re texting back and forth we just use their 1st initial, but use the new nicknames when we don’t necessarily want them to know who we’re talking about. We could wait until they go to bed at night, but by then we’ve forgotten things after getting the “circus” to bed!  All in all we’re enjoying things here; there is never a dull moment and I certainly don’t ever lack something to do! God has been good to us, and with all of the stressful things that this last 7 weeks has brought there have been so many blessings and we’ve seen many examples of God’s will always being best.

So, onto the arrival of the “Tall” one who wasn’t really so tall.  Cameron was born via c-section 6 weeks ago. She weighed 7lbs 2 oz and was 19 inches. She wasn’t as big as they estimated, but my doctor was still glad that he decided to induce to avoid uterine rupture as that was still a lot of weight on my small frame. The delivery went well except for it being so long due to the scar tissue from my previous c-section with “Venti”. It took a long time, because my OB had to cut through all of the adhesions and then put some material in that should help prevent more from forming. Cameron’s delivery went well and shortly after I was allowed to nurse her in post-op. Then, her sugar started to drop (side effect that can occur from the mother having gestational diabetes) and she was put in special care nursery on an IV. She wasn’t allowed to come out, so the day after my delivery I started walking to her to nurse (I pumped the day of delivery and sent the milk to her since I was still strapped down to an IV and other things). She spent 2 days in special care and then was allowed to come down to my room which was so exciting as she came down when Chris and the boys were there for a visit. The boys were very excited to finally meet her. We were both just kept one extra day and sent home when she was 3 days old. When we went for her first well-check we found out she had jaundice, so she was put on phototherapy for treatment. The following day, Tuesday, she slept a lot. That night we started to have trouble waking her to eat, by midnight or so we became increasingly worried. We called the on-call number for our pediatrician office and checked her temp while we were on hold. Her temperature was 101.3, so they sent us to the ER where they did a septic workup that included lumbar puncture, x-ray, and blood work. We quickly found out that her jaundice had became worse even with the Bili blanket, and her blood work showed a virus that she probably got exposed to while in special care. So, they admitted her to the children’s hospital and put her on a Bili bed and Bili lights so that she would have treatment on the front and back of her body. She stayed on the phototherapy for 24 hours only being allowed to come out to nurse. The second day she became increasingly fussy, and they said they would keep us an additional night to figure out what was going on. She wouldn’t nurse and cried all Wednesday night and Thursday morning- more like screamed so much that I had them page the on-call resident to come see her at about 3 am. I didn’t know what was going on, but I was up there alone with her and nervous that something was really wrong. On Thursday, Chris called our pediatrician because our group only rounds on newborns. She said, knowing that both boys had a protein allergy (Bradley a milk one and Austin a milk and soy protein allergy), that it sounded like we were headed back down that road. Once one child has it in a family it’s highly likely that the others will as well. So, she told us to do a 24 hour trial of protein free formula and for me to exclusively pump to keep my milk supply up. So, we did that and within a few feedings Cameron was much calmer and eating better. So, I continued to pump for awhile to make sure that we were right about the protein allergy and there has been no denying that she does have it. Her reflux has been pretty bad as she refluxes out of her nose, so when she was 3 weeks old she was referred to an ENT to make sure that she didn’t have a sub mucosal cleft palate because reflux doesn’t usually come out of the nose if everything is fully closed. We were sent urgently to the ENT the next day and it was determined after scoping her in the office that she is fine. He did say that her reflux has caused a lot of swelling in her nasal passages and throat, and he wants to follow-up with her to make sure her ears stay clear and etc. She is on several medications for reflux and it has improved between being on formula and the medications, but like our 2 boys it’s just going to take time and growth for that sphincter to tighten up and her reflux to really get better. She is growing well and was 10 lbs at her last doctor’s visit which is great because she lost a lot of weight after birth with her special care and 2nd hospital stays. She started smiling at 4 weeks old and has started cooing some. We know way too much about development, after dealing with Austin, and everything seems to be right on track. We’re planning to have her baptized on Mother’s Day. If you remember when Austin was baptized last Mother’s Day it is our family tradition to do so. Chris, the boys and I were all baptized on Mother’s Day. Cameron has settled right into our home as if she has always been here! She is such a God given miracle in so many ways, and we are truly blessed. Thank you God for Cameron!

Our “Grande” has grown up so much since his new little sister was born. He has started WALKING! He walks most places now when we are at home. He can’t stand up without pulling up, so if he falls or chooses to sit down he has to crawl to something to pull up to stand. How amazing that just one year after coming home from the NICU our 24 week triplet, with a brain bleed, is walking! We weren’t sure and no one could tell us if he would definitely walk. God is so good! Austin has also impressed us with his eating abilities and has started eating table food. Another God given miracle! Austin still can’t eat everything, but each day he seems to eat something new. He does make quite the mess, because he still pushes a lot out with his tongue. And, he has learned to clear his palatal groove on his own which means that the food comes out of his mouth all the time, but cleaning that up is so much better than cleaning up vomit! The palatal groove is the arch in the top of your mouth that everyone has, however Austin’s is very high due to being on the ventilator for 3 weeks at birth. This groove has caused problems for him, as they do for most micro preemies, and food gets stuck up in there and causes him to gag and vomit. Now, most of the time, Austin reaches his finger up and pulls the food out all by himself. He is such a smart boy! Austin is now only having feeding therapy once a month, but physical therapy will continue weekly for now. His EI is only seeing him once a month now too, because he is doing so well. Austin tries to give Cameron her bottles, paci, and even rocks her in her car seat while saying, “rock, rock”. He seems to want our attention more since her arrival, but considering he is only 13 months adjusted now that is expected and definitely not a bad thing that he enjoys cuddling with us. Austin continues to amaze us daily as he develops new things. What a blessing and miracle that child is- that child that we didn’t know if he would live, if he would be able to ever come home, or if he would ever be able to do all of the things he is doing. Thank you God for Austin!

Our Venti is doing great, smart as can be. Bradley turned to me the other day and said, “Mama a square has 4 equal sides.” I was shocked, but so proud. That is just one tiny instance of what each day is like with him. We’ve been discussing making good choices and decisions and the ramifications of bad decisions. He understands it and is able to explain it to me. Bradley finished up his second season of soccer and is looking forward to another season next fall. We’ve been talking lots of walks, as a family, and Bradley often rides his Gator because he can’t ride his bike that far. He is doing great driving his Gator, knows to stop at stop signs, and stay on the right side of the rode. He looks so grown up when driving it. He also is doing well riding his bike with training wheels; he already needs a bigger bike because he has grown so much. He seems huge; he is wearing 5/5t clothes. He is a great big brother and helps out so much. Bradley sits between Austin and Cameron in the car and helps out giving her a paci and “shushing” her then handing Austin toys and making sure his bottle or cup (whatever he has at the time bc he is working on switching to a cup- another big deal I forgot to mention earlier) is turned right side up. Bradley continues to be very polite and uses manners. He doesn’t always say “mam” and “sir” to Chris and me as that is something we’re still working on, but I recently realized he is saying it to everyone else. I get so many compliments on how well behaved he is and that sure makes me very proud! I was invited to a Mother’s Tea at his school, so I took the babies and went to join Bradley for the little party. They sang some songs, including “Jesus Loves Me”, and he did great. He gave me some homemade potpourri with a sweet card that the kids made. He was so proud of himself and so excited to see me there. Bradley is such a blessing in so many ways, and he is quite the miracle too after trying for so long to have him when we wanted to start our family. Bradley is our constant strong child that always develops and does things as he should; he is just very easy especially as he gets older. We’re so grateful for our big boy; thank you God for Bradley!

Chris was on vacation for the first 2 weeks after Cameron was born, and it was great to have him home. We adjusted to having a new baby- YES it only took us a few days to adjust to having a 3rd child at home. It has been great. We laughed the 1st time we piled all the kids into the backseat; having 3 children is awesome! A big family is definitely what God intended for us. The recovery from my c-section was quick and easy. We were out walking the neighborhood before Cameron was a week old, and I was able to carry both babies up and down the stairs (without pain) when Chris returned to work. My doctor doesn’t give restrictions; he just says if it hurts don’t do it. I’m making it through, day by day, when Chris is at work. It is nice when he is off, but I’m happy that I’m making it on my own without help. Yay me!  ha ha The house may be a wreck, and I may be late getting supper on the table, but we consider it a successful day if the children are fed, rested, and we’re all smiling. I’ve even taken all 3 children off, by myself, multiple times. I’ve spent most of the last 2 years in the house, and I’m ready to get out and do things again. We’ve been to MOPS, strawberry picking, flower buying, out to eat, other things.

Summer is fast approaching, and our beach trip is only a month away. So excited! We’re trying to figure out how we’re going to get everything in the car for 3 children, but it’s a good problem to have! I have lots of pictures that I’ll have to post later. God is awesome. Our faith is strong in His will, and His grace is sufficient.

A perfect world

In a perfect world the Devil would not interfere. We would not face the hurt of day to day life on Earth. But, alas, we’re promised a great reward in Heaven as the ultimate goal at which to work towards.


MAT 5:12 Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.

In a perfect world the trials and tribulations of infertility, miscarriages, and burying children wouldn’t be known to us. Others would understand why we don’t spend much, if anytime, away from our children that are still with us. After all we’ve been through we recognize that they won’t be with us forever and feel as though it’d be selfish to put our needs, which are few and far between, ahead of our children’s needs.

In a perfect world Austin’s adjusted birthday (March 13th) would be closer to his actual birthday, and he’d celebrate it with his brother and sister, Brayden and Lexi. The 1st anniversary of the date we brought him home, March 9th, would have been the date we brought home 3 of our children. We wouldn’t know of the NICU journey and being away from Austin for 108 days while he stayed in the hospital. We wouldn’t know the anxieties of bringing home a “special needs” child on oxygen and monitors. The week-to week therapies wouldn’t even cross our minds nor would the anxieties of keeping our miracle preemie well. “Preemie-ese” would be a universal language and all would understand the difference between actual and adjusted age, know why Austin isn’t walking yet, and understand he is just like a 12 month old.

In a perfect world we wouldn’t be unsure of what emotions the delivery of our 5th child would bring as far as how we’ll cope with being in the same places that we were when we delivered the triplets and lost 2 of them. We wouldn’t cringe when people say things such as “oh you’re finally getting a girl” and it would be recognized that we have an older daughter that came before Cameron. Our family and friends would be comfortable recognizing that we have 2 more children that are no longer with us on earth but forever our children. They would speak freely of Brayden and Lexi’s names and realize how much it helps us regardless of the discomfort it may bring them. All would know that Cameron is our 2nd daughter. It would be so much easier for others to understand how much of a miracle each of our children are for their own special reasons. We wouldn’t be absolutely fearful of having more children after Cameron.

However, this isn’t a perfect world and God never promised it would be. The Bible does say this: Blessed is the man who remains steadfast under trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the crown of life, which God has promised to those who love him. James 1:12

So, we continue to gain strength from our Lord. His words says, “And after you have suffered a little while, the God of all grace, who has called you to his eternal glory in Christ, will himself restore, confirm, strengthen, and establish you.”: 1 Peter 5:10

And, it has been oh so true. We’re amazed of all the blessings we have received since our journey began a couple of years ago of starting a family. This phase of our life has been the most difficult of any, but it has brought so many blessings along with it . . . EACH of our 5 children.

Cameron’s delivery date has been moved up to tomorrow, Thursday, March 18th. My doctor is planning to do a c-section early in the day. The date has been moved up after last week’s ultrasound estimated her to be 8lbs 6oz at only 37 weeks putting her in the 93rd percentile. This can be off by 10%, but it still made the doctor nervous due to my history. The extra amniotic fluid, polyhydramnios, hasn’t gone down either making it more likely that something go wrong the further they let me go due to the size that it causes my uterus to stretch to. We’ve also been warned that she may have trouble controlling her sugar due to my being insulin dependent and having polyhydramnios as well as some lung immaturity. However these risks aren’t as worrisome as those if the pregnancy is allowed to progress. I’ll be 38 weeks and that is full-term as anything 37 or after is term. So, tomorrow we’ll be adding a new addition to the family. The nursery is done, but I have lots to do today. So, let me get going laundry, cooking, packing, and more await my day!